Dark Angel

03/04/06

Thoughts of you trouble my soul
For I long to have you with me
I long to please you, to please me
I long to see your face again
Many times thoughts of you run through my mind
They fill me with joy as I imagine your company
But joy soon turns to sadness
For it troubles me to realize
I must wait so long to see you face to face
To listen to your voice in person
I would find satisfaction in merely talking to you
But at every opportunity, I am speechless
It pains me to have nothing to say to you
But what can I say?
I always try my best to try and please you
But all attempts eventually fail
I would do anything, give anything
Just to be with you, for you to be with me
But I am trapped here
In this prison of mine
Its torture, this life
This lonely life I live
But even if I had a million friends
I'd still be lonely without you
Why must I want what I cannot have?
You are as a priceless jewel that I can only admire
You are as a shining angel
Yet longing for you drives me further into the darkness
And though it pains me to,
I'll still think of you,
My Dark Angel

To Natasha Rachell Williams

Sonnet of Death

04/21/06

At night I sleep in dread of the morrow
But the uncarring Sun ends my slumber
My dreams depart and I am left alone
To endure Life to which I'm encumbered
'Tis this Life who is my true tormentor
Its curses rain upon me more each breath
From this curse I don't have a protector
And so I rejoice at the sight of Death
For Death is the thing that can end this curse
Many fear Death I gladly welcome it
Great ones and small ones all fear Death the worst
I long for the day that might find it
And I'll think of with every breath
The curse of Life and the blessing of Death

Shade: Moon in My Night of Sorrow

03/03-04/06

You are my Moon, as I wait for the Dawn
But to end my Night of Sorrow, it never comes
This night torments me and shields me from the light
Darkness swarms about me and steals away my joy
Its peaceful warmth but a memory, my Sun has abandoned me
My troubled soul longs for Sun, but now I am left alone
But you, O Moon, bring me its light and show me glorious Sun
You return my source of hapiness, you relieve my weary soul

To Sade Rowe