Dark Angel

03/04/06

Thoughts of you trouble my soul
For I long to have you with me
I long to please you, to please me
I long to see your face again
Many times thoughts of you run through my mind
They fill me with joy as I imagine your company
But joy soon turns to sadness
For it troubles me to realize
I must wait so long to see you face to face
To listen to your voice in person
I would find satisfaction in merely talking to you
But at every opportunity, I am speechless
It pains me to have nothing to say to you
But what can I say?
I always try my best to try and please you
But all attempts eventually fail
I would do anything, give anything
Just to be with you, for you to be with me
But I am trapped here
In this prison of mine
Its torture, this life
This lonely life I live
But even if I had a million friends
I'd still be lonely without you
Why must I want what I cannot have?
You are as a priceless jewel that I can only admire
You are as a shining angel
Yet longing for you drives me further into the darkness
And though it pains me to,
I'll still think of you,
My Dark Angel

To Natasha Rachell Williams